Log in

01 October 2006 @ 04:36 am
Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!  
I don't know what to do anymore.  I'm so sick of everything.  If  I could kill myself right now I so would.

Why doesn't anyone want to have sex with me?  What is so fucking wrong with me?!  Why can't anyone love me?!  Seriously, all you people out there, fucking tell me 'cause I'd really like to know!

Fuck, I need to just take one of the cars when no one is around, go to wal-mart and buy a damn gun.  I don't know how much more of this pitiful fucking existence I can take.  Nothing even takes the edge off the pain anymore...
valcore04valcore04 on October 1st, 2006 06:32 pm (UTC)
Oh stop there is nothing wrong with you hunny. i still love you and thats all that matters.
(Anonymous) on November 22nd, 2006 05:11 pm (UTC)
where are you?
you haven't posted. is everything ok?
Cyrus Chicanerycyrus982 on November 22nd, 2006 09:57 pm (UTC)
Re: where are you?
Here, still. I haven't felt like posting... been kinda down.